Sunshine

I’m gonna let the Sun shine

Gonna let it shine down

Shine it’s light down

Down onto me now

Let the Sun shine

Gonna let it shine down

Shine it’s light down

Down onto me now

I’m gonna take it easy

Never had to be so hard

Easy breezy

Let go and fall apart

Break away from

From all restriction

Shatter from the ceiling

Mirrors of my reflection

I’m gonna let the Rain fall

Gonna let it fall down

Raining on crown

I feel it dripping down

Gonna let the Rain fall

I feel it coming down

Angel kisses on my skin

Thunderstorms and rain clouds

I’m gonna bask in the rainbow

As I wait around

For return of the Sun

But I am here right now

And I can feel the love

In every breath of my presence

As I know that love always finds a way back home

Since it never left to begin with

And as I remind myself how to feel good

My heart rises to the surface of the ocean

And again I have found the light of the Sun

So I’m gonna let the Sun shine

Gonna let it shine down

Shine it’s light down

Down onto me now

Let the Sun shine

Gonna let it shine down

Shine it’s light down

Down onto me now

Bright heat upon my skin

I feel alive again

Take me away from then

Just let it sink in

Warm light in my eyes

Now I can see again

From the pineal 3rd eye

I can see everything

I am alive again

 

Paradise

Beautiful faces

All through the beautiful places

Smiling eyes

Gleaming stories of life

Something about your magical muse takes me away to a sweet paradise

And I’m falling in love

But this time there is no pain

No suffering madness

No broken vessels or veins

Horizontal in motion

Right on the track that I ride

And I’m falling in love with you right by my side

The air – light and fresh

As the wind hits my face

Through my hair – breezy caress

I feel love all over the place

That when must I return

From my coach to a pumpkin

And my slippers are gone

Back to roaches and bumpkins

May you stay in heart

So that I shall return

Back home to fresh starts

As I continue to churn

Last phase of healing those burns

From the lessons I’ve learned

As far as I am concerned

Unraveling knots from happiness is the fruit I have earned

From the past that I’ve suffered

No more painful entrapment

In the discovery of knowing where I belong as it resonates with the entire frequency of my truest soul

Namaste

Sweet Apple Cider Vinegar

The night was as young as we were

In my car shining underneath the streetlights

Your eyes entranced mine like the stars and they were beautiful because I felt the youth of your happiness and excitement connect to mine

It was fresh and new and I felt you and everything you spoke to me; it was so real and felt so free

Even though we no longer speak of this I know that you’ll never forget the magic of our memory

And you’ve gone away but you always come back through all the storms and everything between cycles of love and pain

It was the curse of such betrayal from the moment that you bit into the bitter fruit laced with venom from the snake hidden in the shadows lurking in my space – a friend – or so I thought – because I trusted him – but wanted you – and so you took the bait – as predators do what they do – and I never knew if you knew how much I really wanted you

So beyond the curse of this poison, you had fled the scene and returned by the deliverance of recurring sources that came to use you as a device to compensate for their emptiness and flaunt you in my face – as the jealous will do

And you didn’t know me but you really knew

As we discovered the underlying truth

But this time was very different and we were not the same

As we have suffered loss and pain

But I was with you still because I knew how it felt to be abandoned by the love that I had

Even if it was for one night it felt like a lifetime to me

It never had to be this complicated but the best things in life don’t always deliver with ease

The only thing we need is trust and truth to break the curse and set us free

But with so much pain and loss and confusion from external sources and occurrences, you stumble over doubt

So there you go and run again – as I let you fly away – because love is free – no jealousy – but if I could keep you for myself I would

And if you ever trusted yourself to take my hand you can hold me as you should

My love, you need to heal

And no matter where you go, my friend

No matter where you fly, my dear

My love for you is real

I will see you again

But the walls are coming in

My love is very patient

But I have so much love to give

Take me

But only if you plan to keep me

Love me

Trust yourself to not deceive me

Save me

The walls are coming in

<M.Rose.>

 

Treason

You’ve taken everything from me

I am so generous

You keep taking everything from me that I have to offer

Were you expecting me to be your slave – I am not

The world needs more people like me, it’s true

But oh so many less of you

Because you take everything and anything you can get

While you play the victim and that’s how you get ahead

And you are the definition of pain

And your soul bears such hideous behavior

You are a succubus

You are the overindulgent serpent that rapes the good souls of the world

And when your power runs short and people get sick of playing your game and feeding you for everything you take you will be lonely and miserable just as you’ve portrayed

I’m not your bitch

I’m not your slave

I’ve done so much for you

And I can’t keep living life this way

I deserve much better

I deserve to be treated fair

You have no love

Just all these words with nothing there

I can’t change you

A statue never moves

You are the snakes and stones from the Medusa

And you’ll never steal my shoes

So I will walk away

I’ll just walk away from you

Unspoken Promise

You don’t have to tell me that you like me

You don’t have to tell me that you care

You don’t have to flatter me with kindness

The dryness of your words abandon me in despair

You don’t have to say another word

You don’t have to feed a man that’s whole

I’m not starving for your offerings of emptiness

All this talk has made this life just feel so cold

It goes round and round and it’s spinning like a record

Rotation of recycled sound I’ve heard so many times

But you never gave me love

You make it seem so hard to find

So I close my eyes and I inhale all these dreams that still my mind

And I’m settled with a piece of something I have yet to find

Will I know what it feels like to tangle up through time

Take me off the track from the records of the blind

And I keep spinning

Let me go

All this winning is aging my old soul

So let me go

Just let me go so I can fly away in peace from all the fizzy shallow noise

Let me go to a place where my spirit senses poise

Let me have a chance to feel I’ve made a better choice

Let my past disappear so I can hear your voice

But only if it’s true

And only if it’s real

And only if gives my heart a reason left to feel

 

Disappear

The phone rings

You call to tell me how you met another

All your possessions, goals, and mother

And your shallow talk of clutter

Of everything you have

And how it’s never good enough

While you proclaim that you are happy

And you’re the best from all the rest

But when do you ever rest from all your glory and success

Do you feel me?

But wait – you hate to cut this short

You’re too tall to lose at sport

And disorganized to sort it out over and again

You’re such a lonely friend

But I’ll let you go again

I’ve got another on the line this time

Like a story with no end

So disconnect

Should I take this other call?

But I’ll do it anyway

As if the next one’s gonna stay

But he’s just calling out to slay

And to talk about his day

After another crazy night

And how he’s gonna dim the lights

Cuz he’s got another flight

To another destination

Like his heart is on vacation from the truth

I hear him burning through his youth

Living fast from the past – he runs aloof

He’s gotta go

Because I know

And he doesn’t want to show it

How he knows the way I know it

So I let him go

And he flies back into the sky – or so it seems

Chasing all his dreams – like they are real

If I could teach a man to feel – then I would

But a student never learns

If they’re not open to such lessons

Even when life is there to test them

In their absence

When they are tardy

They’re working hard to crash the party – then they run

Climbing up to “number one”

In such delusion of a fantasy

That never hits reality

Until they fall

So then I get another call…

But I can’t save them

They make me empty

I know too many of this kind

All I want is peace of mind

So I turn off to blind

Shutting down my eyes

I cannot see

Or bare the conscious of my soul

I hear no more…

And in this silence I am whole

Without the noise

From the traffic they create

And the problems that they make

I’m not a doctor

I’m not a therapist

I have so much love to give

And they eat all of my kindness

Like starvation for the pigs

All they know to do is take

So they come back to fill their plate

But I am gone now

I can’t just throw myself away

Not anymore…

I want more…

I want what I have to offer

And the love I have to give

All I want to do is live…

If I were a love song

I’d sing it to you, dear

But with the noise from all these people it would be hard for you to hear me clear

So I must go now

And let them figure out their lives

When it’s all over

There will be peace before the prize

And even if the greatest prize is peace from all these lies

I’ve made it home

I’d be alone

Just as I was when surrounded by the many that don’t know

Agnostic of my heart and soul

So I let them go

I let it go

Then maybe I will know how good it feels

To be better off alone

 

You Are Your Greatest Resource

You are your greatest resource

You hold the gift of power

Back to the source you dive

Un-wilting reborn flower

Converging inwardly

You forth, you fifth~ you plea!

Evolving naturally

On a higher frequency

And that’s when you discover

That there is no going back

No return to all the madness

Screaming round beneath your bed

And you return to gleaming comfort

With no mess for you to find

As your burrows bellow empty

And there’s solace of your mind

And a body for unveiling in conjunction with such time

Let it grind

Let it falter

Let it soak up sacred water

Let it rip

Let it churn

Let the passion of it burn

Forever and a day

Shall it never go away

And when the heart inside you stays

You will never cry in rain

-Or in vain

Or from the shadows that you’re not

Let it tremble from your truth

And may you give it all you got

To soar inside your soul

And levy up the toll

Sequential systems process gold

But without gold, we break the mold

As do greater things unfold

Becomes unblinded by the truth

Raging fire ignites pure youth

Triple-tied with woven knots

Unified to what you got

Centripetal motion right on spot

Back to the source of all you got

Enlightened power surged and charged

Magnified, multiplied, and enlarged

You Are Your Greatest Resource