Sweet Apple Cider Vinegar

The night was as young as we were

In my car shining underneath the streetlights

Your eyes entranced mine like the stars and they were beautiful because I felt the youth of your happiness and excitement connect to mine

It was fresh and new and I felt you and everything you spoke to me; it was so real and felt so free

Even though we no longer speak of this I know that you’ll never forget the magic of our memory

And you’ve gone away but you always come back through all the storms and everything between cycles of love and pain

It was the curse of such betrayal from the moment that you bit into the bitter fruit laced with venom from the snake hidden in the shadows lurking in my space – a friend – or so I thought – because I trusted him – but wanted you – and so you took the bait – as predators do what they do – and I never knew if you knew how much I really wanted you

So beyond the curse of this poison, you had fled the scene and returned by the deliverance of recurring sources that came to use you as a device to compensate for their emptiness and flaunt you in my face – as the jealous will do

And you didn’t know me but you really knew

As we discovered the underlying truth

But this time was very different and we were not the same

As we have suffered loss and pain

But I was with you still because I knew how it felt to be abandoned by the love that I had

Even if it was for one night it felt like a lifetime to me

It never had to be this complicated but the best things in life don’t always deliver with ease

The only thing we need is trust and truth to break the curse and set us free

But with so much pain and loss and confusion from external sources and occurrences, you stumble over doubt

So there you go and run again – as I let you fly away – because love is free – no jealousy – but if I could keep you for myself I would

And if you ever trusted yourself to take my hand you can hold me as you should

My love, you need to heal

And no matter where you go, my friend

No matter where you fly, my dear

My love for you is real

I will see you again

But the walls are coming in

My love is very patient

But I have so much love to give

Take me

But only if you plan to keep me

Love me

Trust yourself to not deceive me

Save me

The walls are coming in

<M.Rose.>

 

Your Face

It’s in your face

The smiles you create and the lines that you make

Your dark happy eyes

Your beautiful demise

And somehow you keep me alive

The grace of your chin

From your brow-line to jaw

So badly good that it sins

I know nothing at all

As I’m lost in your stare

For my cold heart to fall

Like a glacier that’s sliding right off of the rock

From the globally warming destruction of earth

We need to keep getting better around with the clock

Here we are, yes we made it

And we’re not gonna stop

Evolving united these times sure do rock

 

Your face is timeless and I could stare at you and into you forever and a day

Flock

Getting steady

They’re coming fast (really fast)

Gettin’ stuffy- claustrophobic- back the *f__k* up off my ass

Holy cow

Sit and smile

Here and now

But not a while

Take a turn

Back in your lane

Gently swerve into the territory back to your remain

Dust it off

(Take a breath) You’ll be okayyyy

I’m not here to save you

Light it up and find your way

But if you knew (only knew)

All that I’m thinking (got you thinking)

Of a way to redesign this place like dressing for this blinking

Slinky pinky.

Why you so winky?

Butter up the popsicle sucking on your binky.

Bitchy-bahhh (insert sheep sound)

I’d rather nahhh (chill)

But hey your friend is really hott so bye.  🙂

xx BosS.

Don’t Come Running Back

Don’t come running back

To the place of no return

Don’t come running back

To the lesson that you’ll learn

You let it go so easily

You had to let it slip

Don’t come running back when your senses found some grip

Don’t come running back

When I’m in a better place

Don’t come running back

There is no room for such disgrace

Don’t come running back

When I form a better shape

It doesn’t take a genius to recognize growth rate

Don’t come running back

When it accommodates your needs

Don’t come running back

When it satisfies your pleas

Don’t come running back

When you can’t find the next best thing

Built for society, by society

And you keep on shaping me

Don’t come running back

When you realize it’s gone

Don’t come running back

Life doesn’t always last so long

Don’t come running back

When your legs are not as strong

We’re not getting any younger

So I’ll let you move along

Don’t come running back

To the place of no return

When it’s gone it is all gone

With no fire left to burn

Ash into the ground

With billions around

Don’t come running back

Time is of the essence – there’s no need to stick around

It’s been said that patience is a virtue

But we live in different times

Catch up to the pace

And you’ll have nothing left to find

This is not unusual

I’ve seen it countless times before

Don’t come running back to me

After slamming shut my door

I’ve given you enough

More than you could handle

Don’t come shaking at my knob

Transparent is your scandal

I got this covered

Secure enough to carry on

I don’t require anything-

-Less than love

So carry on

 

 

 

 

Closure

I did what I had to do

And for the critics out there- I did it better than you

Judge me if you must

I can still fuck your mind up with a single thrust

Now let me tell you, “I don’t owe you shit”

That’s right- time served

And I finished it

Not gonna carry guilt upon my back

I paid my dues so you can pay me back

I walked through the fire

Bet your ass it burned

But you can pick up the check as far as I’m concerned

Ran circles here ~ around the track

With my eyes wide shut ~ picking up your slack

What more could I possibly owe

Nothing more from this freebie one-man show

Nothing left to give

But you want the glory

You can have what you earn

I can tell you stories

My dirt has settled in the past

Cleaned my plate and finished last

Happy endings come to rise

See the fire in my eyes

You can have what you can give

The choice is yours by how you live

Made the cut

Cashed the bill

Swallowed all those jagged pills

Cut the cake

Smashed the thrill

Wiping ass with dollar bills