Unspoken Promise

You don’t have to tell me that you like me

You don’t have to tell me that you care

You don’t have to flatter me with kindness

The dryness of your words abandon me in despair

You don’t have to say another word

You don’t have to feed a man that’s whole

I’m not starving for your offerings of emptiness

All this talk has made this life just feel so cold

It goes round and round and it’s spinning like a record

Rotation of recycled sound I’ve heard so many times

But you never gave me love

You make it seem so hard to find

So I close my eyes and I inhale all these dreams that still my mind

And I’m settled with a piece of something I have yet to find

Will I know what it feels like to tangle up through time

Take me off the track from the records of the blind

And I keep spinning

Let me go

All this winning is aging my old soul

So let me go

Just let me go so I can fly away in peace from all the fizzy shallow noise

Let me go to a place where my spirit senses poise

Let me have a chance to feel I’ve made a better choice

Let my past disappear so I can hear your voice

But only if it’s true

And only if it’s real

And only if gives my heart a reason left to feel



Will you be my surprise 

The one I’ve been waiting for

Will you show me I’m worth it

Show up at my door

What I never expected

And everything more

Can you make my heart open

So I can adore

The way you look at me

Like it’s never a chore

Hold my heart steady 

Wash my spirit to shore

Will you be there

Can you be where I am

You will find me again

And you’ll know who I am

I’m waiting…

Still waiting for this

But don’t stray…

From my anxious resist

It’s not you…

That makes me so far

It’s the fear of potentially falling apart

So just take me…

And don’t let me go

But don’t break me…

Cuz I already know

What it feels like…

And now that I’m good

I find safety…

Securely I would

But if you find that you must let me know

That you want me in ways from your heart- it will show

So I’ll show you all of the pieces of mine

Just stay with me now cuz it’s gonna take time

And you



And time



And everything passes…

Like the flowers do bloom

Different shades of the grasses

And the cycles of moon

The stars and the sun and the day and the night

From the castle of darkness, you took me to light

And when everything streams like the river~

The steadiness flowing together




It’s all






And this time…

There is



Mr. Right (Executive)

Do you take coffee or prefer tea

Babe, would you like to take a walk with me

Can we do yoga on the floor

Then go shop for home decor

Attend events and shows and all

Let’s go shopping at the mall

I’ll cook for you or you can take me out

‘Cause that is what I dream about

I rub your back and you rub mine

You make me laugh, you take my time

We jam out to our favorite songs

Then cuddle up like baby dogs

Cute and playful loving man

I dream of you because I can

Take me far up to the moon

A big old-dipper with a little spoon

Dancing through the milky way

Bonafide calcium every day

You bring my heart up to the sky

You know- You are my kind of guy

Strong mind, tough hands, but sensitive

All the qualities you have is what you give