Sunshine

I’m gonna let the Sun shine

Gonna let it shine down

Shine it’s light down

Down onto me now

Let the Sun shine

Gonna let it shine down

Shine it’s light down

Down onto me now

I’m gonna take it easy

Never had to be so hard

Easy breezy

Let go and fall apart

Break away from

From all restriction

Shatter from the ceiling

Mirrors of my reflection

I’m gonna let the Rain fall

Gonna let it fall down

Raining on crown

I feel it dripping down

Gonna let the Rain fall

I feel it coming down

Angel kisses on my skin

Thunderstorms and rain clouds

I’m gonna bask in the rainbow

As I wait around

For return of the Sun

But I am here right now

And I can feel the love

In every breath of my presence

As I know that love always finds a way back home

Since it never left to begin with

And as I remind myself how to feel good

My heart rises to the surface of the ocean

And again I have found the light of the Sun

So I’m gonna let the Sun shine

Gonna let it shine down

Shine it’s light down

Down onto me now

Let the Sun shine

Gonna let it shine down

Shine it’s light down

Down onto me now

Bright heat upon my skin

I feel alive again

Take me away from then

Just let it sink in

Warm light in my eyes

Now I can see again

From the pineal 3rd eye

I can see everything

I am alive again

 

Paradise

Beautiful faces

All through the beautiful places

Smiling eyes

Gleaming stories of life

Something about your magical muse takes me away to a sweet paradise

And I’m falling in love

But this time there is no pain

No suffering madness

No broken vessels or veins

Horizontal in motion

Right on the track that I ride

And I’m falling in love with you right by my side

The air – light and fresh

As the wind hits my face

Through my hair – breezy caress

I feel love all over the place

That when must I return

From my coach to a pumpkin

And my slippers are gone

Back to roaches and bumpkins

May you stay in heart

So that I shall return

Back home to fresh starts

As I continue to churn

Last phase of healing those burns

From the lessons I’ve learned

As far as I am concerned

Unraveling knots from happiness is the fruit I have earned

From the past that I’ve suffered

No more painful entrapment

In the discovery of knowing where I belong as it resonates with the entire frequency of my truest soul

Namaste

Guide

Don’t cry, my sunshine

While there is beauty in your tears

I will wipe away your fears

From the light inside my heart

You just need a brand new start

From the loneliness you carry

The emotions that you bury

Born again like virgin Mary

Magic heals from garden fairies

New day, my sunshine

By dawn, we rise anew

Fading out from blackened blue

The sky is calling unto to you

Ascend your finest grace

You are meant to fill that space

You are the sunshine

You are the brightness of the day

You make everything okay

And when you’re not even at your best

You shine brighter than the rest

You are the sunshine

For that, I can attest

Keep on shining

And if you ever aim to fade

Bask in your moments in the shade

For every angel needs to rest

Oh dear, for that, I can attest

You are of kindred spirit

Goodwill and joyful merit

And when the moon is glowing on my hemisphere

Your light is shining everywhere

The balance of alignment

It’s our right and our assignment

Teachers teach them everything

Teach the students how to sing

How to laugh and live and love

As we guide them from above

Our work is never done

And though it is not always fun

I am the moon as you’re the sun

A model type for everyone

So we keep them looking up

To all, they can become

So if they choose

Purpose creates purpose

So much deeper than the surface

To use such power wisely

Is a gift from the highest heavens

Use it well

With light of sun and glowing moon

Together we’re defeating hell

\\_J.Harr._//

Sweet Apple Cider Vinegar

The night was as young as we were

In my car shining underneath the streetlights

Your eyes entranced mine like the stars and they were beautiful because I felt the youth of your happiness and excitement connect to mine

It was fresh and new and I felt you and everything you spoke to me; it was so real and felt so free

Even though we no longer speak of this I know that you’ll never forget the magic of our memory

And you’ve gone away but you always come back through all the storms and everything between cycles of love and pain

It was the curse of such betrayal from the moment that you bit into the bitter fruit laced with venom from the snake hidden in the shadows lurking in my space – a friend – or so I thought – because I trusted him – but wanted you – and so you took the bait – as predators do what they do – and I never knew if you knew how much I really wanted you

So beyond the curse of this poison, you had fled the scene and returned by the deliverance of recurring sources that came to use you as a device to compensate for their emptiness and flaunt you in my face – as the jealous will do

And you didn’t know me but you really knew

As we discovered the underlying truth

But this time was very different and we were not the same

As we have suffered loss and pain

But I was with you still because I knew how it felt to be abandoned by the love that I had

Even if it was for one night it felt like a lifetime to me

It never had to be this complicated but the best things in life don’t always deliver with ease

The only thing we need is trust and truth to break the curse and set us free

But with so much pain and loss and confusion from external sources and occurrences, you stumble over doubt

So there you go and run again – as I let you fly away – because love is free – no jealousy – but if I could keep you for myself I would

And if you ever trusted yourself to take my hand you can hold me as you should

My love, you need to heal

And no matter where you go, my friend

No matter where you fly, my dear

My love for you is real

I will see you again

But the walls are coming in

My love is very patient

But I have so much love to give

Take me

But only if you plan to keep me

Love me

Trust yourself to not deceive me

Save me

The walls are coming in

<M.Rose.>

 

You Are Nothing To Me

You are nothing to me

You always have something to say

But nothing good to offer

You’re a cut-throat piece of shit

You are vicious and destructive

You are nothing to me

You want everything I have

And you’ll proceed to criticize

Underneath your own demise

But I still see through your disguise

And it’s disgusting and embarrassing

That you can’t even realize

You are nothing to me

And you keep pushing me away

With your filthy fucking sickness

And your horrible words

And careless actions

Your mindless lack of thoughts

And your loud fucking gash that opens and makes noise and rapes my spine everytime you talk and it fucking hurts me so bad that I just want to get the fuck away from your madness and resentment for all the pain that you project from your envious demons that wreak of bile and fecal decay plagued with terminal ailment because nobody deserves to subject themselves to a life surrounded by those who hate their own existence so much that they will say or do anything they can to destroy whatever is left of your soul… so then I left…  And when I’m gone you will miss me and I will begin to pray again just so I can have the hope inside my heart that I will never ever have to feel as much torture as I have when I was in your presence, you demented fucking creature.  Goodbye to this place and everything you are.  I hope to never see your face or hear you from afar.  You got exactly what you asked for and so did I.  Thank you and goodbye.  I must say and I cannot lie… I won’t be sad if you fucking die.  Nobody deserves your pain.  Not even Hitler or the Devil.

Disappear

The phone rings

You call to tell me how you met another

All your possessions, goals, and mother

And your shallow talk of clutter

Of everything you have

And how it’s never good enough

While you proclaim that you are happy

And you’re the best from all the rest

But when do you ever rest from all your glory and success

Do you feel me?

But wait – you hate to cut this short

You’re too tall to lose at sport

And disorganized to sort it out over and again

You’re such a lonely friend

But I’ll let you go again

I’ve got another on the line this time

Like a story with no end

So disconnect

Should I take this other call?

But I’ll do it anyway

As if the next one’s gonna stay

But he’s just calling out to slay

And to talk about his day

After another crazy night

And how he’s gonna dim the lights

Cuz he’s got another flight

To another destination

Like his heart is on vacation from the truth

I hear him burning through his youth

Living fast from the past – he runs aloof

He’s gotta go

Because I know

And he doesn’t want to show it

How he knows the way I know it

So I let him go

And he flies back into the sky – or so it seems

Chasing all his dreams – like they are real

If I could teach a man to feel – then I would

But a student never learns

If they’re not open to such lessons

Even when life is there to test them

In their absence

When they are tardy

They’re working hard to crash the party – then they run

Climbing up to “number one”

In such delusion of a fantasy

That never hits reality

Until they fall

So then I get another call…

But I can’t save them

They make me empty

I know too many of this kind

All I want is peace of mind

So I turn off to blind

Shutting down my eyes

I cannot see

Or bare the conscious of my soul

I hear no more…

And in this silence I am whole

Without the noise

From the traffic they create

And the problems that they make

I’m not a doctor

I’m not a therapist

I have so much love to give

And they eat all of my kindness

Like starvation for the pigs

All they know to do is take

So they come back to fill their plate

But I am gone now

I can’t just throw myself away

Not anymore…

I want more…

I want what I have to offer

And the love I have to give

All I want to do is live…

If I were a love song

I’d sing it to you, dear

But with the noise from all these people it would be hard for you to hear me clear

So I must go now

And let them figure out their lives

When it’s all over

There will be peace before the prize

And even if the greatest prize is peace from all these lies

I’ve made it home

I’d be alone

Just as I was when surrounded by the many that don’t know

Agnostic of my heart and soul

So I let them go

I let it go

Then maybe I will know how good it feels

To be better off alone

 

Smooth Day

Smooth Day

Woke up feeling right

Pleasant Day

Every step and every motion is looking light and feeling bright

Sun is out

No darkness in the sky

As strangers pass by I feel familiar in their eyes

The energy is steady and it feels good to be alive

Synchronicity in motion with no demand for me to try

And this is right

Steady now it goes

And this easier

Than those other days of woes

Here I am

I am here and now it’s clear

There was no plan

It’s just that everything appeared