Purpose

I said and done a lot of things when I was under pressure

And I’m finding all the reasons for me to become better

And yes I must admit

You give me a reason to stray from it

And yeah I gotta say

I really really don’t mind feeling this way

I have angels on my side

Representing higher forms of pride

I got too much to lose so I’ll stay

Because I love it when I’m here

And you just keep giving so much reason to stay.

A Letter To A Regal Nugget Of Shit

“A Letter To A Regal Nugget Of Shit”

By Joey LoRe

I have no proper title to address you because it would be morally low for me to refer to you in the ways that you’ve forced my spirit to comprise the identity for yourself in which you had created by your words and actions.  You call yourself a woman of God and you stand behind the golden illusion of the fence of the iconic story that you worship but you do not follow your own creed.  You are loud and opinionated with uninformed words and judgment but you fail to evaluate the image that beholds before you in front of your very own mirror and, more importantly, the depth of who you are, internally.  Your mission is to slide by easily in life without having any compassion for the world around you and especially those who are suffering and struggle to survive while working 5 times as hard as you.  You preach the bible yet you are a glutton, an overindulgent pig, and you find every excuse and reason to avoid your socio-economic responsibility in this world and among your community and that is why you have no real friends.  These are the very reasons you are either alone or among spiritually and mentally poor company.  You chose this lifestyle of failure.  You chose to be a regal nugget of shit.  You chose to live off of whatever handouts you receive and remain stagnant while expecting a greater stimulation.  The only problem you have to blame is yourself for the weak excuses of shame that you hide behind. And for all of this, you have lost my respect. Fuck you royally.

~A better human

.Effing Bitch.

I really need to stop myself sometimes (with certain things)

I kinda feel it’s time to rearrange the finer things

Pushing harder in this battle but my army here is huge

I keep swimming through the reasons screaming all I had to lose

And they scream at me inside my head

Every time I see your face

You scream at me inside my head

Because when I look at you I know I may never see you again

So I have to make it right

 

I can’t let you down

But if you sell me short then I will steal your fucking crown

Closure

I did what I had to do

And for the critics out there- I did it better than you

Judge me if you must

I can still fuck your mind up with a single thrust

Now let me tell you, “I don’t owe you shit”

That’s right- time served

And I finished it

Not gonna carry guilt upon my back

I paid my dues so you can pay me back

I walked through the fire

Bet your ass it burned

But you can pick up the check as far as I’m concerned

Ran circles here ~ around the track

With my eyes wide shut ~ picking up your slack

What more could I possibly owe

Nothing more from this freebie one-man show

Nothing left to give

But you want the glory

You can have what you earn

I can tell you stories

My dirt has settled in the past

Cleaned my plate and finished last

Happy endings come to rise

See the fire in my eyes

You can have what you can give

The choice is yours by how you live

Made the cut

Cashed the bill

Swallowed all those jagged pills

Cut the cake

Smashed the thrill

Wiping ass with dollar bills

 

 

 

 

 

Bliss

Do not pass forth lesser power created beneath rhythmic frequencies vibrating through magnified light-layers of bliss.

Love is dangerous.

It can devour you among its consumption and dispose of you at its own fate…

From broken glass – becomes a reflection of freedom

With freedom_ I found choice/

With choice_ I found purpose/

And now I am here.

(Lucky me)

^      Let it melt into serum
        ^^    Let it dazzle through flame

                                        ^^^  Let it know to be known

                                                         to know well enough to be well-known again___!

Come as it may

May let it come right

Blessed breath of my morning

And moon of my night

Come as it will

The very damn best

To cherish and pester

And shit on his chest

Lay flat on his lap and let out a fart

Tell him it’s mustard and mayonnaise apart

Make him throw up with my sickening jokes

And cry like a bitch when it’s hitting his throat

Wipe off his tears as he’s dribbling juice

Slip him a quarter and maybe a fruit

An apple, perhaps

Or just the raw core

Coming up ratchet


Like the North Eastern Shore (sorry bout it)

Shit happens- it does

It’s much better than bore

Mindfully shaken apart on the floor

With a place in my heart that makes me want more

The presence of humor one cannot ignore

So I laugh at this bittersweet pile of life

The irony tickles my fancy all night

Toss back a shot and wipe off my mouth

Unspoken yet written for words to come out

A little of that with a little of this

Call it a life but make it feel bliss

Trainwreck

_Trainwreck_/8.===.D

V1

Been a busy man

Because I think I can

I was running through the river

Like a speed band

Then I hit the rack

Made a couple cracks

Derailing the foundation

For a cheap snack 

Nom Nom Nom Nom Nom

And I came back for more

Sloppy Joseph

Call the preacher

Livelihood cannot be bored

(C)

T-T-T- Trainwreck

Stirring up a mess

Said some things I didn’t mean

On the back deck

Flew right off the rail

Not minding detail

Was such a pesky little-

Shit when I got derailed

Had me bleeding tears

Shaken up in fear

So embarrassed from my wreckage

So I had to disappear

V2

And I went away

Far away from me

To another place

I was lost and out of space

Looking back at me

Pondering disgrace

All the time that passed was right there sitting on my face

So then I realized

When I found myself

My past; I didn’t have to chase

And now I’m back to me

The light had set me free

So I’m working

And I’m fighting for a

Better piece of me

(C)

T-T-T- Trainwreck

Stirring up a mess

Said some things I didn’t mean

On the back deck

Flew right off the rail

Not minding detail

Was such a pesky little-

Shit when I got derailed

Had me bleeding tears

Shaken up in fear

So embarrassed from my wreckage

So I had to disappear

V3

Took away my crown

I had to put it down

Made a fool of myself

Jester-ing around

Such a big mouth

But such a foolish clown

Had to break me

Had to shake me

Then it had to shut me down

So I could get some rest

A method to de-stress

Another mile, ‘nother mission

And I take another step

Keeping up the fight

Because it is my right

While taking chances in the dark

Cash by day while charging night

Gotta do it better

I’m gonna get it right

Now that I made it back

I can see what’s in my sight

It is here for me

And I am here for them

After such a wreck

I’m the best I’ve ever been

And you’ll shine with me

No, I won’t let you go

You’re gonna know the best of all the things you didn’t know

(CC)

T-T-T- Trainwreck

It was such a mess

Said some things I didn’t mean

On the back deck

Flew right off the rail

Not minding detail

Was such a pesky little-

Shit when I got derailed

Had me bleeding tears

Shaken up in fear

So embarrassed from my wreckage

So I had to disappear

But I found myself

With nothing left to fear

Touching base with introspection

With this life, I find connection

And now the mess is gone

I cant find time for bore

You see, I’m wanting more

Getting right and spread it round

From the ceiling to the floor

Painting glass scenarios

To watch the colors glow

Burning embers of my heart

Shine with truth for you to know