Spiritual Realm

Among the living there is also dead

A ghost may exist within our physical world yet they may carry a dead soul

An angel may exist within our physical world and they are here to heal, enlighten, share, and love

A spirit may exist within our physical world and they are here to learn and grow and evolve

A demon may exist within our physical world and they are the antagonists, the hurt, the pained, the suffering; who project their dark vibes onto other entities and beings which creates challenge, obstacle, lessons, growth, forgiveness, and spiritual development (in any direction)

A fallen angel may exist within our physical world and they were angels at one time yet they have been hit by a spiritual attack from a demon and their soul has and / or is currently suffering.  Fallen angels may find and embrace the warm loving light of a living angel if their soul chooses to align with such resonance.  And sometimes fallen angels cling to a dark path but they are likely to eventually mend their wings again once they allow themselves to heal with time, love, trust, and patience.

Sometimes when an angel meets a ghost the ghost faces fear and then disappears

Sometimes when an angel encounters a demon the demon will find a challenge to corrupt this angelic creature by force of destruction.  However, if the angel is strong (especially after having once already fallen and fully mended its wings) the angel will recognize and resist such blasphemous attacks.  At this point, the angel is technically an archangel or higher angel.

Spirits are free in that they may choose to go in any direction.  They are not guided by their own internal compass (yet) during the development of their time here.  Spirits are here to evolve.

Sometimes a fallen angel will encounter an angel or an archangel and the archangel may help the fallen angel mend and heal to ascend to a higher level of spirit.  But other times the fallen angel is not ready and will resist, as it is tired and weary.

Demons do have the capability of becoming light in spirit and eventually transcending into a being of spirit.  However, for a demon to evolve into spiritual awakening, the demon must be traumatized so tremendously that even its own force of badness is outdone by the backlash of its fate to overcompensate its current state of grief which may likely bring this demon to seek a higher state of being.

Higher Level

When I released my grip

From grief

From casual distraction

When I let go

Of the chaos

The shallowness

The voided bodies

When I abandoned

The thought of small talk

Meaningless engagement

Bleak encounters

That is when my spirit rose

Letting go

Without control

I find control

And it all comes back together

Letting go

Without control

I find control

Because God has made it better

A higher source of energy

A magic making symphony

Of love

The passion of this magic now unfolds

Because I let go

Releasing all the pain

Releasing all the fear

Releasing all the guilt

You will not find me there

I have ascended to a place

Where magic really happens

On a higher level I found grace

Risen up into this place

And for that I must say thanks


For a better day

I find comfort

Now that I know

Everything is better than okay


For these days

I find peace

Now that I rest

Everything is gentle when I lay


For the day

I find happiness

Now that I sense

Everything is beautiful in my way


For working days

I find success

Now that I flow

To achieve in many ways


For all the days

I find love

Now that I feel

A deeper purpose in my ways



You made me smile

Because you cared

You made me present

When you were there

You made me laugh

When you were weird

And I loved it

And I loved that you were real

You brought me up

When I was down

You took me higher

From the ground

But it was good

And it was pure

Like a child with no judgement

This was wild and I loved it

You were you

And I left from blue


You had sunshine in your cup

And it was more then just enough

You filled me up

And then I smiled

Thank you for just being

Thank you for not fleeing

I’m glad you stay

And you don’t play

‘Least not that way

And it’s beautiful that you care

Because you like my company

And I’m okay

We’ll be okay

You bring warm light into my days

And I can feel this all the way

And I’m alive

I’m more alive

The way that we collide

And conjoin a fearless ride

‘Cuz it’s all good

Yeah this is good

You make life so much lighter

A flame without the fire

There is no burn

No such concern

‘Cuz it’s all good

It’s simply good

Unbound from complications

Gave our heart a real vacation

And here we are

We made it far

We compliment each others lives

I’m glad to be here for the ride

We made it far

Because we are

The dark that found the light

And the light that made it right

So it connects

It all connects

We are so blessed

My soul can rest

We passed the test

And I’m grateful for this blessing

I’m counting it for real

Thanking powers from the heavens

The spirits made me feel

And you are here

Yeah here we are


You say you really like me

But you got a funny way of showing it

Your absence renders obsolete

My heart is not condoning it

These stupid little games you play

I’m bored with all your gimicks

I’ve seen it all before

These clowns all learn to mimick

Stop wasting my time

If youre gonna step in then step it up

I’m busy on the line

Don’t take me for granted and mess it up

So go grunt around in denial

And tell me I’m conceited because I saw right through you

Games and toys are for the boys

A good man should never be mistreated

And for that I say, “fuck you”

For the joke that you’ve become

You really thought you knew me

But you never really even tried, hun

Should’ve, could’ve, wouldn’t it have been oh so very nice

If you got your shit together and stopped rolling up like dice


Make a candle in the day

To find a piece of light

Alleviate my pain

From the darkness of the night

Burn my light

Burn it bright

Make a wish for it to stay

Turning wrongs over to right

Let the circle make its way

From the wing of a bird within its flight

Control within my sight

I can see with guiding light

Holding onto dreams

With hope from shattered glass

7 years of such a curse

Looking at the cracks

From my own reflection

As tears fall from my fears

Blurred to mold my truth

Meshing fragments from my peers

I am blind within such love

It holds my soul together

I can find myself in love

It weathers all my feathers

And I grow within a realm

Of a place that few exist

For I dive within the depth

Of this multidimensional bliss

And I can feel it so well

Yes, everything I touch

Because it touches me

And it causes me to blush

Not on the cheeks upon my face

Or the ones upon my ass

I can feel it in my space

Intangible- if you ask

More of a sensation

That can only be acknowledged

By the privilege of experience

Exceeding substandard left brain college

And then I open up my eyes

As my breath has steadily paced

I can smell the fire of God

And see the love upon my face

For it has touched me deeply

And I know it’s true, for sure

That this remedy to chaos

Was the peace within my cure







Finding Grace

Life is an unpredictable series of lessons learned through experiences that we face.  In such life, we travel through space and time.  During our place in this time and space we will collide into different events, situations, scenarios, circumstances, and experiences that may cause us to confront emotional and spiritual conflict.  In the midst of such unexpected conflicts, it is easy for us to become hurt and offended or to feel jaded and trapped by unfair treatment and unjust encounters.  For instance- we are doing the best that we can at our job and we get demoted or even laid off.  Or perhaps we commit to a mutually monogamous relationship with our partner to find that he or she has cheated and lied.  Or even more so we have negotiated a seemingly fair business transaction to find that the end result left us ripped-off by some underlying stipulation based upon a sneaky and selfish gain from our business partner.  Suddenly we become distraught from this feeling of betrayal or disappointment and it ignites a fire inside our emotional core of consciousness that we are thrown so far beyond our spiritual path of humanity.  We may react in ways that represent anger and hatred for such betrayals.  We may curse the name of our exes and renounce the love that we once had.  We may decimate the reputation of the company where we dedicated our hard work and time.  We may even express the bitter sorrow of grief that was unexpectedly handed to us by making business plans with the devil (always read the fine print in any contract before you sign).  But what we may come to learn from these hard experiences are lessons of how to prevent such situations from happening again, as they do not resonate with our spiritual wholeness.  And furthermore, we can understand and comply with a more graceful result in how we choose to react.  When you are light as air and get burned by the fire that you provide fuel to, the course of dark magick can eat you alive; leaving you as a pile of hot ash.  However, once ash becomes walked upon by the feet of great men and women, we can then understand alternative ways to process and handle such attacks.  When reacting to the mistreatment and injustice of evil workings in a way that replicates or mirrors the reflection of energy that seeks your soul, it is easy for us to mimic such behaviors and, in our own defense, become offensive in return.  Even though this technique can be viewed as a natural reaction to create a sense of fairness and justice for wrongdoings onto us, this type of reaction will nearly always result in defeat.  The reason that this style of reaction results in defeat is because our anger and resentment toward such spiritual attacks takes away our white magic.  An angry reaction for the sake of returning to “justice” will never create true justice because we have hopped the fence and joined the dark side.  And as a result of joining the dark side, we lose control of ourselves and allow evil forces to manipulate how we portray our character.  Dark forces (bottom-feeding sloths) seek to create company among its dark existence, as they seek no higher truth to find the happiness created from working with light.  And when allowing ourselves to join forces with such dark entities when faced with their evil ways, we can choose to react as their reflection or to ignore their existence and move forward toward the path of light where we may better belong.  From experience, I can say that the best reaction to such attacks is the capacity and strength to ignore such evil.  By doing so, we create grace within our realm of being.  However, I can also say, from experience, that by reacting in a way that reflects the pain that has been aimed toward us during such attacks, we set ourselves up to be misconstrued, misinterpreted, misjudged (about our intent), and portrayed as the weakness that we have become.  We become tarnished by the filth that we allowed ourselves to acknowledge.  The greatest lesson we develop from such experiences is that we may learn how to gracefully protect ourselves from patterns of darkness by avoiding entanglements with sociopathic, self-serving arrangements and to also ignore and disinclude the acknowledgement of their being.  When we reach this level of awareness, we find grace and higher fulfillment.  The rest will fall into place.